So... There's This Girl...

I haven't really come out and talked about this yet. So as I've mentioned a few times in this blog, Marley is a huge part of my life. She's my girlfriend. The love of my life. My Everything. I mentioned her being my best friend before, she still is. Everyday I find that I love her more and more and that me missing her and her missing me only means that there's something there worth fighting for, and thats just what I"ll do. 12 hours and 700+ miles will not break me. I've never felt this connected to someone before and when I look into her eyes... I melt. 

I went into this summer pretty rough and pretty down. I didn't expect to find friends let alone a woman I've been waiting my entire life for. And I didn't do anything of the usual Phill standards of excellence, or rather idiocy. I was just myself, and it was enough. I never envisioned myself as someone who would even want to plan a future with someone anymore... but with her it comes easy. I look at her and I know, I want that future. I want her. I am so thankful for her. She makes me laugh. I don't ever remembering actually laughing as much as I do with her. I genuinely smile and enjoy myself. So thank you, God; thank you, New Harmony, Inidiana; Thank you SETC. Thank you for the greatest thing I have ever had in my life.