So I've been in Orlando for a month...

And the only thing I know for sure is when this contract is over, I want out of this place. I mean its nice and sunny and great to spend your vacations in, but its so far away form the people I call home. Yes I said people, I technically don't have a place to call home. I opened "Kiss Me, Kate" tonight and besides the fact that I pretty much hate musicals, I'm not as happy doing this without people I care about. Sure the people here are fun and cool, but I barely know them and they don't know me at all. Another part of it is that I want my next step in life; a home, a family, a permanent job or at least a permanent city to keep working in. I always preach doing this for the art, that its the art I'm in it for. I'm a hypocrite. I do it because for 2 to 3 hours I'm respected and heard. I do it because it's something I'm good at and I couldn't really find anything better. I miss have certain people by my side when i do it here. I miss Marley. More than i thought missing someone was possible. but I gotta go. peace.